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I can't tell what's worse - being so screwed up brain-chemistry-wise and hormonally and stress-wise as to fly off the handle at the least little thing and turn into a major drama queen, or the moment when that fades enough for you to realize just how much of a melodramatic drama queen you've been. *facepalm*

(Sorry, sweetie!)

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knittinggoddess
Mar. 28th, 2006 12:29 am (UTC)
oh god I know that feeling probably precisely.

How much slack will the "I'm getting married soon" cut you?
setauuta
Mar. 28th, 2006 12:42 am (UTC)
Oh, a ton. Eric knows that's where most of it's coming from, and he's (unfortunately) bearing the brunt of it. *cringe* Great way to spend the weeks before I marry the guy, no?

Fortunately, I think this wave's about over. It's funny, how I can actually feel it move aside, and think "Huh. Wow, have I been an idiot recently." *facepalm* I'm talking to the doctor on Wednesday - methinks it may be time to change the hormone part a bit with a different pill. ('Cause, y'know, I know you needed to know that. :) )
knittinggoddess
Mar. 28th, 2006 12:47 am (UTC)
At least he knows to what to attribute the angst and insanity. (And hey, two weeks, but you're the one counting.)

And adjusting the bc levels might help indeed. But it's helpful to keep in mind that this will pass.

Unfortunately, I think that my years and years of being on antidepressants/mood regulators of some kind have made me forget that I am allowed to be upset, that strong emotions are normal. Instead, I just freak out further.
brigidsdaughter
Mar. 28th, 2006 05:11 pm (UTC)
Been there, done that, am still loved! Amazing.

Damn I hate hormones.
deleva
Mar. 28th, 2006 09:35 pm (UTC)
Stephie... "Do you think we'll need neosporin?"

Nuff said. You're fine!

Deleva
milestogo13
Mar. 30th, 2006 07:08 pm (UTC)
*best Frosty the Snowman voice*

Hap-py Birthday!

*remembers it's 68 outside, melts in a horrific fashion, traumatizing all the children*
setauuta
Mar. 30th, 2006 07:43 pm (UTC)
I seem to remember covering my eyes and screaming a lot the first time I watched that movie...still gives me the creeps, really.

Thank you! :)
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