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Burnout

I think i've reached the point where my reserves have run dry. Emotionally, physically, mentally, spiritually...I'm WIPED.

I'm not going to go into a lot of details - suffice it to say that it's been a stressful year with spikes of major stress. Good stress, bad stress, it doesn't matter. My body's rebelling - there are issues I haven't fully dealt with, losses that haven't been grieved, and it's manifesting in the forms of fatigue, depression, and most likely some of these cursed headaches. My anxiety attacks are worse than ever, I'm losing the ability to deal with people in any capacity, and I can't seem to get into a cycle of taking care of myself, much less anyone else. It's not a place I much like being.

If you don't see or hear much from me for awhile, don't worry. I need to build my reserves back up. I feel like an awful wuss for saying that, but the truth is, I can't handle too much right now. I'm not really ok. I need to get back to being ok again.

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aladriana
Aug. 26th, 2007 01:35 am (UTC)
:hugs: love you. Muchly.
(Anonymous)
Aug. 26th, 2007 04:35 am (UTC)
I'm available if ever you need anything.
n3rdg1rl
Aug. 26th, 2007 07:50 am (UTC)
*wuvs*
Feel betters. :( Miss you already!
nire
Aug. 28th, 2007 02:58 am (UTC)
*hugs*
you're one of the good ones, and you deserve good you time.
take as much time out of everything as you need, don't rush it, you're too awesome not to be okay and happy-ish.
let me know if there's anything i can help with.
*gives chocolate*
pict_shrink
Aug. 28th, 2007 10:54 am (UTC)
::bighugehonkinghugs:: I love you. :*
deleva
Sep. 1st, 2007 09:27 pm (UTC)
Take the time you need to feel better, and your friends will be waiting on the other side! We love you!
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