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May. 27th, 2009

I'm realizing something about myself. The more I feel like people don't trust me, don't believe I know what I'm doing, or just feel the need to criticize everything I do, the less tolerant I am of errant dirt and clutter. I feel like I don't have a lot of control right now, but dammit, I can clean up the crap inside the microwave! I also become more interested in my cross-stitch and crochet. There are RULES, there's ORDER, it makes SENSE.

It should say something about how the day is going, then, when I spend 10 minutes cleaning out the inside of the work microwave and wiping down all the counters, and I have a burning desire to go home and work on the Egyptian Sampler I haven't touched in nearly two years. Yeah. It's been a great day.

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deleva
May. 27th, 2009 07:01 pm (UTC)
ZOMG! I think we're having the same day! She's been really nice about it but the person I report to on that new job I was telling you about the other night has had to give me feedback on SOOOO many things today. Of course, these were legit and not just someone being mean or untrusting; I deserved it and I doubt you do. :) Still, I sort of feel your pain...
princessgeek
May. 27th, 2009 11:14 pm (UTC)
I clean when upset too.
morningdozer
May. 28th, 2009 01:19 pm (UTC)
My dad cleans when he gets upset or angry or frustrated. My mother used to piss him off on purpose when she felt the house needed cleaning. Yes, they had a highly dysfunctional relationship and have been divorced for years. And my dad must be happy, because his house is kind of gross.
pict_shrink
May. 28th, 2009 03:21 pm (UTC)
::hugs:: At least you're turning it into something productive.
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