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Mar. 28th, 2003

I can't handle this anymore. I just can't. I've ruined so many lives, just with my very existence. Why am I even here? I'm doing no good. Nothing I do is any good anymore.

I want to be with my dad. I want it to be over. I want to not feel guilty for being myself, knowing that myself is what's causing people pain and frustration and everything else.

I want it to be over.

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leech
Mar. 28th, 2003 11:59 pm (UTC)
You have done lots of good. Everyone causes pain in others sometimes, and that's part of life. You genuinely care about other people, and strive to create beauty in this world, which is a much better place because you're in it.
xtiana
Mar. 29th, 2003 07:07 am (UTC)
Know matter what happened, you didn't ruin anyone's life. Everything happens for a reason.

Cheer up babe.

<3 x
saphriel
Mar. 29th, 2003 11:06 am (UTC)
Mortimer says:
The world needs you in it.

Stay with us a while longer yet. You''ve still got to graduate. And yes, being with your Dad is important, but so is being with your Mom. She loves you. And so do I. Stay a while longer, and wait, and see.
(Anonymous)
Mar. 31st, 2003 12:48 pm (UTC)
You may cause some pain, but you also create a whole heap-load of joy. This world needs all the cute, bubble-blowin', daffodil-lovin', wondermus theater-geeks it can get. And you definitely fit in that category. So :P! Dammit. And I said "dammit", so you have to believe me.
~me :*
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