November 1st, 2007


Dammit dammit dammit

Home from work today. I'd made a promise to my supervisor and manager at our last meeting (first week of October, I believe) that I would do my best not to miss any more work until the end of the year. well, waking up with lack-of-sleep nausea, headache of DOOM, and having a panic attack is apparently all too much for me to deal with, because I'm home. I hate it - I really didn't want to call out again for the rest of the year if I could possibly get around it. Dammit.

I called my regular doctor to see what I needed to do to get a referral to a different neurologist, as the last one was less than helpful. My doctor wasn't in today, but his nurse took my information (including the name of the neuro I DON'T want to see) and they'll call me back tomorrow with the referral. I'm glad I don't have to go in to get the referral, but it's frustrating. I'm hoping that, even if they can't fix the problem, they can give me something to make the pain more bearable.

Dammit. Dammit dammit dammit.