Setaú úta (setauuta) wrote,
Setaú úta

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I'm starting to get a bit worried about myself.

For the last few...weeks? Months, maybe? I've found that I'm having a hard time articulating. It's mostly when I'm talking - I can't seem to find my words. Writing is different - something about seeing the words seems to make things easier, but even then, I make typos, forget words, make simple mistakes. Sometimes it's easier than others.

Today, though...Eric and I were heading to Baskin Robbins. I was driving, as Eric had had a drink with dinner. As we were pulling into the parking spot...I'm not sure what happened, exactly, but I ended up hitting the gas instead of the brake. We weren't going fast enough to do anything, and I realized what happened and hit the brake before we hit anything, but it was terrifying. I've never had that happen before, and I don't understand why it happened.

I'm thinking that it's time to go to the doctor and see if we can figure out what's going on. Most likely, it's something as innocuous as stress + lack of sleep, but I'm honestly worried that it's something...more. I'm only 25 - I didn't think this was something I'd need to worry about already.
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