I'm losing interest in a lot of things, and this has me really worried. I haven't been to Game Night in...two months? Something like that. I have a solid idea for NaNo, for once, but I haven't finished the prep work I need to before I can write anything. (For those who are interested, the idea is a cross between Dungeons and Dragons and Top Chef - a show called "Master Adventurer.") I need to finish generating the characters and come up with the challenges, but I'm having a hard time working up the gumption to do so. Hell, I'm even having a hard time finishing this entry. Before anyone gets too worried, I'm not as bad as I was five years ago - I do want to live, and I do want to keep it together. I haven't holed up at home for days at a time, or lost it completely in front of people of authority (I still cringe, remembering my crying jag in front of my directing class professor). I have Eric to thank for a lot of that, and I'm incredibly grateful to him for that.
I just want to get through this so I can be back to who and what I was before. This is getting old.