IDIOT! I scared him to death. I was so quick, and still i could feel him pulling away. Or losing his balance. But anyway. Dolt! Moron! He told you - but noooo, you couldn't let it be. We both laughed, and he told me he'd let me know what he thought about it once it registered. I know what he'll think - "just friends", etc. and so forth. Though he did say that I (along with his mom) am the only one he can have hours-long conversations with, "and that's so important." Just friends, I can feel it. I just know it. Idiot!!!!
And then I get home and get hollered at for being late (ten whole minutes) again. Man, I'll be glad to get out of this house.
Four full days left. Good Lord.