As for the rest...I still can't believe people would be so callously militant to slaughter civilians for their own personal goals. And no one's come forward yet! No one's taking credit for it yet! Rat bastards. A good deal of my school's in a panic, as so many people are going to schools in NYC or are from there. It's so hard to believe that kind of evil exists in this world. My God.
OK, if I keep along this train of thought, I'll drive myself mad. Suffice to say I really wish I could see all the people I love right now, to tell them I love them and need them and just hug them. And, well, to apologize to Jason for how badly our IM conversation went earlier. Sorry, dear.
I guess the next best thing to do is to write here - I love you, and I miss you very much. Please, please take care. I need you.