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How Would YOU Take Over the World?

I'd probably use kittens, actually...

Meanwhile, I'm still dealing with the same old issues. I am so bloody sick of dealing with this crap. I can't control my emotions, my reactions to people, the way I deal with day-to-day life...maybe I do need to be put away. Maybe she was right, maybe I am just a danger to everyone around me and I'm being incredibly unfair to even be here. Maybe I do need to just go, die, run away, anything. It would be so much better if I wasn't here. If I could just control this crap, things would be all right, but I can't. I CAN'T. Fuck. I can't do this. I can't deal with this. Fuck.


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Jul. 17th, 2003 06:47 pm (UTC)
I, for one, do not want you to be put away (or put yourself away). You are forbidden. That's what you can tell to anyone who comes to try. And at least a couple folks in the town I'm in love you, too. So there.

I wish I could give you advice to help you out, but I fear that this is mostly uncharted territory for me. It seems to me, though that among the options you listed, running away (or at least getting a change of pace or new environment) sounds the most promising. Good luck, and know that you still have a cheering section.
Jul. 17th, 2003 10:47 pm (UTC)
I will gladly help you take on some of your crap, if that's what you need. I mean, that's what I'm here for dude. Helping you out when I can. I know the need exists, but the opportunities are hidden from me. I'm at a loss for ideas.
I know you shouldn't be put away, because I know the beautiful, charismatic, kick-ass-actress, intellectual, soft'n'fuzzy, spanish princess that you really are, and God knows you saved me from depression. I know not how to explain how grateful I am to you for that, other than saying that you are damned important to me, and that you'll just have to trust me on that one.
Did the kitty arrive? Maybe I'm trying to take over your world... um.. yeah. I miss you. Do you need to take a vacation? You are invited to my house. Anytime.
Hang in there, babe. You're worth the fight, and you are strong enough. I know you, and you are.
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